It's about dealing with grief and doing sh as a way of coping but you know thats not what the person you are grieving would have wanted. Missing someone very much. It's about someone being dead, I have other pictures of losing people in other ways but this one is about death. Also my old school had a uniform for PE, the person to the right is whirring the shirt of the uniform because I had my first big experience with grief when I went to that school.