I fell in love, I'm a guy and he's a guy too, but I drew lesbians for some reason. I loved him more than I thought I could love anyone (besides my family). I never loved someone in that way, or even friendship. I was homeschool and didn't talk to people and my friend were people I did dumb stuff with for funny. But he was actual love and we loved each other at our worsts and saved each other and he was everything to me. He started treating me awfully about two years later, and I put up with it because I thought he was my person. But then he left and acted even worse. but I'm still happy I was with him because without that love and friendship I don't know what kind of person I would be. The fingers are bloody because people are homophobic yeah.