It doesn't feel like her body anymore and she has to live knowing that it was used and it hurts and it makes her not want to have a body anymore. I made her the Virgin Mary to show that that when you are assaulted you are still pure... But you don't feel pure you feel discussing and want to throw up and shower but you can't shower because seeing your naked body throws you into panic attacks... Her lips are crossed out, she can't tell anyone. Lillys are a symbol of purity, and the symbol above her head is the sexual assault survivor symbol.