Look where the knifes are. She feels like it was her fault but she wasn't the one that threw them. Why is she guilty? This is in her head, she is making a big deal out of nothing. It's not nothing she is bleeding to death, the knifes ruined her. Why would they do that to her? Do they know how much it hurts? And that the scars would last forever. How much do they regret it? Are they just trying to forget what they did? Now she is angry. Why the fuck would you do this?